Cursing Reproduction

Wow it has been a while since I last posted. I am excited to announce that AF arrived and I have started my IUI cycle with Femara!!! It has hit me that it is real now and I am SCARED!!! I can't imagine how I would have been if they wouldn't have saved my tubes and I was doing IVF instead. I just really want this to work and am not sure how I will react if it doesn't....... I know I should try and relax and think positive but it is hard. Of course the Femara side effects have not been kind to me, but in the end it will be so worth it!!!! My first follicle check is on Saturday the 18th and they said to anticipate the IUI on Wednesday(22nd) or Friday(24th). Please pray that this works!!!