BFP!!!!!!!!!!

Finally after 2 yrs TTC since my miscarriage(3yrs in total) I saw those 2 pink lines and the heavenly word "pregnant" when I POAS. Last Tuesday I had been really sick! Nausea, vomiting, heartburn, and occasionally diarrhea. I ended up in the hospital needing hydration and thought it was the stomach flu or food poisoning. Well this nausea and occasionally vomiting has continued everyday since.

I decided to POAS 9 dpo just after my trigger shot had disappeared. When I casually went to throw the test in the garbage I saw a hint of a second line. I was pretty sure it was a BFP, but I wanted a darker test to be absolutely sure. The next morning I was granted my wish and the lines were darker :) Unfortunately my DH is working out of state and I had to tell him the news over the phone. He kept giggling and it was like I could "hear" his smile through the phone.

I am nervous and crazy excited at the same time. On one hand I "feel" like everything is going to be just fine and that this will finally give us our baby(ies). On the other hand I have miscarried before and can't help but be apprehensive. I pray that God is finally blessing us with our miracle.

I will have my betas on Monday and Wednesday. As long as things go well I will have my first u/s the beginning of July :)

PLEASE let this work......... PLEASE!